You Create Your Life | Tobias' 30 Day Raw Food Challenge

Monday the 30.05.11

I was up early, did my Yoga thing and had breakfast.

Another day visiting the art room, this time for the bigger challenge, Tobias.

It took me more than 2 hours to get the bearings right.

I had lunch, I had a walk

I revisited him many times. First he looked ancient, then just a little old. His smile, I just could not get, he looked criminal and shafty. His head, eyes and ears were easy, I love them.  I was not sure what that tried to tell me, but the answer came as soon as I asked.

I put the letter in the box – time to sleep. I am so exhausted here. I seem to make up for the full 1 year that William barely allowed me to sleep back in 2006/2007

I was once again drawn to the paper, this time my pen light and ready to dance.

I wrote about where I came from and the different stations where I stopped, it all came out in rhyme form, not actually rhyming but in verses and paragraphs. I wrote and wrote and wrote and wrote, right up till dinner time. My head kept just on writing. Enough for one day for sure.

So I asked for a pause and I got it.

That night the sky lid up for only a little while, but time enough for me to try some sun gazing. Finally I contemplated for some months now. I did my research and knew what to do and managed 15 minutes till the clouds laid their veil gently over it. Bizarre and hard to describe. My eyes first squinting to adjust, soon became adjusted and relaxed. It was like a little rbown lens was put over most of the body of the sun. Like looking through a monocular maybe, but I looked with both eyes.

I wonder if the theory is right that sun gazing is as good as eating food, I did not taste a thing anyhow. So treated myself to some lovely dark chocolate.